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summer after god

by Jeff Gladstone

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1.
pink skies black flies buzzing around your face blue eyes sunrise creepin over your shoulder tense thighs deep sighs the smell of shit is comin through the air caramel curls woman/girl the boy/man has got his back to you blue world has unfurled its sunny beams unto your shimmering lips awakening squirrels droppin its pearls squeezin its light between our hands entwined they re comin for you your friends want to go your mother will call and i m makin a fool of us both so just say the word and i ll disappear from la vielle ville you ll never need fear but you tug at your lip and glance through the bar my heart it speeds up and they re comin for you they re comin for you we should say goodbye god damnit i m scared i fell in your eye (then she kissed me)
2.
i m in love with the ocean the constant sea and the wavelength of her degree of relation i m heir to the water oh lord and its halfway to heaven long way to the shore half past ten i see her in the moonlight sayin please baby come inside oh girl do you think i m crazy for you? no its halfway to heaven long way to the moon i don't know why i spend lonesome nights in this raft only you can make me notice what it means to love i pine a girl i just won t eat that s my story now she s free she wears white lace only friend to most people in the end where we all end up in her arms in her arms well its halfway to heaven long way to go
3.
day by day 04:10
you always want to go away you always want to escape away take a high speed train to somewhere free where there is no pain anymore where all your tears hung out to dry and all your fears fly i hate to tell this to you now but baby there is no such place all we got is each other here nothing to escape from nowhere to escape to so take the plane to the waterslide swim the seas to the sunny side take a high speed train to somewhere free with blue windows and yellow doors and all your fears will be waitin for you awash on the cool shore i hate to tell this to you now but baby there is no such place no happy endings or home in the clouds just the beauty and grace and release that is each day we re alive may we find peace day by day day by day day by day
4.
the first time i saw your face i was seventeen your heart shone through and stung me from the movie screen now every time i see your picture it just don t look the same did you think you could freeze your beauty for the fortune or the fame don t change your face for the sake of age you re beautiful the way you are you re a movie star i m just one of thirty million faces starin from the dark while your timeless beauty moves backwards like a shark you don t have to listen you don t have to speak but i d so love to see a wrinkle on your legendary cheek don t change your face for the sake of age you re beautiful the way you are you re a movie star age with you is dancing and beauty s just skin deep the angels or the surgeons will watch you while you sleep who will watch you while you sleep don't change your face for the sake of age you re beautiful the way you are you re a movie star sail on silver girl sail on silver girl
5.
who do you think you are? who do you think you are? spendin all night at your side stoned and drunk and feelin vulnerable you pull me close to you you get everything that you try for so you think you can have me to? who do you think you are? who do you think you are? who do you think you are? your picture in the paper s so revealing the way you sing about your ego hello ego who do you think you are? comin into my personal space who do you think you are? you think you re gonna win this race well i don t think so i don t think so i don t think so who do you think you are? who do you think you are? who do you think you are? yeah who do you think you are? who do you think you are?
6.
maybe in this world or the next one we ll walk again as lovers hand in hand there may be a golden distance in our sights or is it all behind us holdin on lettin go of a need so strong rips you open naked to the world a vulnerable sigh the dishes have moved out they sit in boxes made of cardboard wet with rain whichever way our future lay the only thing to say is goodbye time the insatiable destroyer pulls us apart like skin from a deer now our time together is preserved like jelly pouring out onto now sweetening our lives this is my last day in this city i call you up you ask me over you say keep in touch then its don t lose touch but it don t take much from you to lead me on now my cards are tossed into the air i lost my flush my full house and my pair one more draw from our past on the table i m feelin lucky so i hold em i m feelin lucky so i hold em mmm maybe when the rain turns to snow maybe in that day my mind will be quiet
7.
your smile s convincing your hair s alright and i wish i could love you tonight your eyes have a certain sparkle i guess your teeth are white and i wish i could love you tonight you re like a princess in a storybook who s just a little bit shy i m like the frog who s happier catchin a fly your arms are quite soft much like your thigh and i wish i could love you tonight your secrets are secret so please keep em to yourself i just can t hear them tonight i wish i could write you a love song like i wish i could fly and i wish that i could lie to you how i wish i could love you tonight your sincerity is charming it makes me seem trite and i wish i could love you tonight i promised i would tell you when the moment felt right but i just can t do that tonight i wish i could write you a love song like i wish i was true tonight i can t lie to you how i wish i could lie to you how i wish i baby i wish i could love you tonight
8.
whoah my love tell me why you got so mad last night you screamed in my ear i didn t know what i d done wrong but now i hear you said you would never forgive the things that i done if you can t never forgive those things then how can we be one how can we be one? a stray cat came crawlin to our door cryin at the moon you let it in you let it in one night too soon that cat will come back again it ll want some more from you and me it ll keep comin around this way if you keep lettin it in i m not sayin i don t care about an animal dyin in the streets but i just care about you and me and about that i can breathe i just want to breathe i just want to breathe free and i can t do that with a cat at my back door oh whoah i wish i was not this way i wish i could be like you i wish i had the love in me for an animal like you do i wish i could be like that but i can t but i can t am i lost oh am i lost oh i hadn t seen you get so mad like that since we were younger i hadn t seen your face get red and that voice like thunder i hadn t seen your tears fall down with a bed all to yourself i wanted to sleep downstairs but i came crawlin back i just came crawlin back to you like a man on his knees i didn t think that i was weak but i m sayin baby please there s a wall between us its so high it will always be like that if we don t bring it down with our hands and our hearts it ll just get bigger and bigger and bigger and bigger and bigger and bigger and bigger and bigger and bigger and bigger and bigger and bigger and bigger and bigger and bigger and bigger and bigger
9.
cozy worn out chair how you hold me like you care i would move you anywhere anywhere worn out chair your cushion it eased my mind i was stumblin baby i was blind how you suction my behind my behind my behind the way you squeeze me in your seat you re all i really need now i eat drink sit and stare she loved another but you don t share how i love you worn out chair
10.
we're here i'm here your there self all clear and its gonna last and its gonna last thinking they had to birds'd crash i'm going fast i'm going fast stay with me make plans that you can and its gonna last and its gonna last thinking they had to birds'd crash wells it s like we found out if your gonna think something think something that's not dead you wouldn't wanna take it wrong think it out through your head we've made it with feeling all we wanted to bring you re here too and its gonna last and its gonna last thinking they had to birds'd crash can't fake it can't break it all our dreams to keep us through and its gonna last and its gonna last thinking they had to birds'd crash wells it like we found out if your gonna think something think something that's not dead you wouldn't wanna take it wrong think it out through your head bad dreams don't build that way I feel so strong about this will and its gonna last and its gonna last thinking they had to birds'd crash all I have to do is keep filled better and better tingling thrill and its gonna last and its gonna last thinking they had to birds'd crash and its gonna last and its gonna last and its gonna last birds'd crash
11.
it was sunny the day we were married but it rained all night the night we went to gabriola island your mom picked us up and drove us to the ferry we hardly talked at all we walked along the ocean road we heard vancouver cough you held your cellphone like a strange compass you were lookin for service on a gabriola road the sun came out the next morning a perfect summer day saturday and sunday we laughed and played badminton when we went down to catch the boat back home you cried all night you cried all night you cried all night you said you felt not right at all since we tied the knot you d been afraid to really say how bad you felt inside you felt all your big dreams could not be possible to a girl who s married i d never seen you cry like that the funny thing is i never loved you more there i was the rain was coming down lookin for service on a gabriola road on the night we got home we got a message about dear dear george who died so suddenly and left melanie alone we felt like two old fools i held you all night long we talked about him and how she must feel and how if there s a god at all he must be lookin for service on a gabriola road when you don t see the love in front of you and beauty all around you are just lookin for service on a gabriola road
12.
lift up your eyes lift up your eyes quit staring at the ground take a look around i haven t written a song this optimistic since i was nere a man lost somewhere in israel or somewhere deep in hell so lift up your eyes lift up your eyes one day my mama said to me while we were driving in her car have you ever thought how everyone is going to someone else s hell? like the jews to the muslim s hell or a buddhist to a mormon hell and so on? i said yes ma but we are goin to all of them we are goin to all of them we are goin to all those hells lift up your eyes
13.
i will stand up to you Fall you won t have me this year and the emotional drop that you somehow bring to me every time those leaves fall down you won t have me this time Fall i m done with you stick to the squirrels and your icicles stick to the lakes and all those freezin mountain tops you re an omniscient threat Fall you are a bully and you re ozone tall i m gonna kick you in your icy balls cuz this september i m armed and dangerous i will stand up to you Fall you and all your chicken shit ways you won t bring me down like the sun like the horizon in the east and across the vista of my consciousness or the vista of my love my love i can feel you creepin into my heart with your glistening lawns and your silent streets and your quiet hours inside dogs and cats and papers are wet on the ground papers are wet on the ground you won t have me this time you won t bring me down i m ready for you my thirty first Fall my thirty first Fall my thirty first Fall la la la la la la la la
14.
on a sunday night i just can t sleep without you so i sit at the piano and i make up a tune this might be the last love song that i write for you you better enjoy it there were some in 3/4 time and some in 5/4 time too and some with a sweet little chorus you could sing a fancy little melody that anyone could whistle too but this one is just for you it s a lonely one armed man duet and its got all the flagrant lack of sentimentality of dorothy parker s last cigarette you don t have that old sparkly that you did when we met that don t say much for me maybe the best thing to ever happen to you just ain t happened yet so please don t cry and don t say goodbye to the lovin kindness that you ve got to give to the world cuz i still love you but i love your power more and i can t keep it to myself anymore baby you are the best but i got to push you out of the nest you got wings all your own and we all want to see you soar but i m not bein kind i need more than you got you got enough for this world but not enough for my heart so sail away wave goodbye blow me one big fat wet kiss as you sail in your new life without me girl cuz i still love you but i love your power more baby this is how the last love song ends

about

between 2004 and 2006 i was married

at the end of 2004 i bought a digital recorder. i would set it up and record improvisations on themes that were close to my heart in that particular moment. the original improvisations have been lost, but during the summer of 2006 i compiled a few of my favorites and turned them into this album.

these recording were all done on a digital multi track i borrowed from John Murphy.

songs about the dreams we make and the dreams we break

summer after god

*artwork by Shwa Keirstead, 2012

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released September 11, 2006

words and music by jeff gladstone
*except 'Birds'd Crash: music and lyrics by Roky Erickson

jeff plays electric bass, acoustic guitar, drum samples, harmonica, piano, organ, effects, keyboard, ichaka, ukulele & irish tenor banjo

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Jeff Gladstone Vancouver, British Columbia

Cowboy Noir Cabaret to soothe the troubled soul.

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